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The Ardour – Of Fin

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Dear reader and seeker you may share the articles from this blog freely. But please don’t reproduce this body of works or indeed lower your innate soul state by plagiarising this work for you are greater than such an act. That being said; should you require further one to one coaching and guidance upon your current soul journey you can contact me by clicking here.

This post is dedicated to two incredible divine feminine souls who both at different stages of my travails stepped in to; help me when no one else cared if I lived or died. That said we none of us truly know what divine providence has in store for us. Perhaps thats why when all appears lost truly cosmically ordained shifts happen for us. My journey bears testimony to that and at one of the deepest and darkest stages of my sacred soul journey I was drawn to document the appalling abuse I went through at the hands of that and those whom I trusted. Why? Because what I endured was simply wrong and my ardour was that no other soul should endure the depth of abuse and despair that I had been put through on a myriad of levels. That said all my books were written in a south London internet cafe circa 2005-07 and latterly in an internet cafe in Shaftesbury because I had nothing left but I needed to get my story out. Why? Because I wanted to empower anyone who needed empowered that they may not endure the depths of depraved suffering through abuse that was imposed upon myself. The first book born was Raphael’s Legacy one mans battle for the right to life. A grotesquely hard hitting autobiographical account of my multiple decades of unrelenting soul toil travails underwritten with scientific, engineering and spiritual rationales for the pursuit of wellbeing. A journey through the abyss in readiness for the next stage of my soul growth. You couldn’t write what I was implored to go through no one would believe it. So thats what I did, I wrote up my journey all part of an innate state of dissonance healing. A period during which if I wasn’t writing I was making jewellery aka my Finbar Jewellery Collection 20hrs a day. For I could not sleep and I was in horrendous pain and therein I was utterly consumed by truly insurmountable despair as my world fell in on a surreal day by day basis. Everything was lost everything had been stripped agonisingly away from me and I so wanted to be free of mortal suffering. Yet those two activities and my love for an incredible soul just about kept me anchored here. All that being said I’m no longer the man that wrote that book for greater became my suffering as deeper became my purification. A journey that brought me to the brink of death several times again and wreaked havoc upon my body causing no end of trauma and damage. However that book presents an evocative appraisal of the false truths we’ve been sold as a society about chronic conditions such as: Depression, Stress, CFS, ME, Psychological Illness, Fibromyalgia, Hypothyroidism, Toxic Body Syndrome & Lymes Disease. An open and candid collection of thoughts derived from one man’s innate ability to do battle and fight for what is our most precious of gifts; the right to life. The result of thirty years of struggle, thirty years of pain, a career, body and sense of wellbeing destroyed simply because our medical industry is institutionally insane. Read how the author explores for you the incompetence, ignorance and prejudices that underpin our medical industry, and then revel in the simplicity of his postulations for the pursuit of well being. A hard hitting, yet comical take on the process of illness that will almost certainly bring a smile to your face and yet paradoxically, may leave you feeling completely flabbergasted at times. Should you be interested in purchasing this book or any of my books be warned they are not easy on the eye or heart but they are succour for all forlorn souls. That said you can purchase Raphael’s Legacy by clicking the image below or search across the web for special offers et al. Equally you can explore the depth and breadth of healing modalities that I explored during the course of my first 33 year dark night of my soul period here which prepared me for my hellish decade and a half of pure dark night of spirit. For in loving truth I state; “Only God and Soul truly know how much mortal man can endure” ~ Mystical Prayers. Therein; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things. Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.” St. Teresa of Avila.

In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of That Which Draws You Closer to God.

Should you be interested dear soul I’ve also written books with the following titles and they’re widely available through all the major outlets e.g. amazon, waterstones, thrift books, goodreads, walmart, barnes and noble, world of books etc. Myalgic Encephalopathy At Close Quarters, Gulf War Syndrome At Close Quarters, Stress At Close Quarters, Lymes Disease At Close Quarters, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome At Close Quarters, Depression at Close Quarters, Arthritis At Close Quarters, Toxic Body Syndrome At Close Quarters, Fibromyalgia At Close Quarters, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder At Close Quarters, Manic Depression At Close Quarters, Anxiety At Close Quarters. NB the pricing of all my books is ludicrously and ridiculously high on Amazon etc, and nowhere near the lower retail price I set for them. This price hike is the result of parasites selling at inflated prices because thats what parasites do feed upon others so please shop around. Why? Because I want you the one seeking to receive the maximum benefit and uplift your life, not fuel the greed of parasites. In the interim period, be well, be soul, stay powerful.

“Only God and Soul Know What Mortal Man Can Endure” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers


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I write from soul, in soul, for all animate souls, for that is the way, the truth and the life. Likewise I’ve walked in faith through my own inner darkness in search of peace. That was the call of my soul because I am dialectic light, magnetic and electricity in flow indeed; momenta aeternae animae - lahazat alruwh al'abadia - רגעים נצחיים של נשמה - and that state of eternal being is the sacred journey of holy spirit in souls. A disciple of truth “I Am” in service through; fides spes et caritas - vishvaas aasha aur daan. For that is Sanātana Dharma indeed the natural and eternal way to live. So let every soul that needs to read these words read and sense them all through the grace of God l’alam al-mein, אָמֵן - तथास्तु - Amen.

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